Holiday

July 30, 2008

I have been dry-retching emotion the day I landed

Hopefully I can throw up and feel better the day I fly back


Letting Go

July 14, 2008

I am finding it hard to forgive myself.

I did things I never thought I would out of sickness and desporation.

Max is right, always right.

It is not about who you know, it is about working hard for your goals.

Setting small achievable goals which lead up to the dream.

Sydney can be inspiring and Sydney can be horribly fake.

I don’t know what to do anymore because Whitehouse is just a name and a bunch of wank.

I need to save up money to begin and in living on my own over there I can’t. I have nothing.

I don’t know what to do anymore. My eyes are open and in denial.