Fuckin’ Doormat

If I wasn’t such an internal person I should probably be yelling at someone or something. But the deal is that I go out of my way to visit friends I haven’t seen in ages  because I miss them. I also had done an artwork for one of them and was very excited to give the print to her. I came back from a going away party early to make sure I could make it to their house. I even rang up to double check they would be awake/there when I arrived as it was a 20 minute walk to get there. She was down the road at a friends house but said she would walk back to meet me.

I got there and was let into the house and fell asleep waiting for someone who didn’t actually come home at all. I just made the bed and left the artwork there this morning. Basically these are the times where I feel my energy is wasted on a rewardless result. I love giving to people and I go out of my way to be there for others when I can. But I just feel like a fuckin’ doormat.

Midget Playing With His Drumstick

We had to do an illustration assignment at uni where we take two artists of our choice and replicate their style in one of our own artworks. I don’t have the whole picture of mine to put up here as I need to get in reach of an A3 scanner. But here is a sneak preview of a midget with a GIGANTIC COCK playing his drum. I think we can all agree on his beautiful pubes. It is based on the Nouveau illustrator Aubrey Beardsley. Please – enjoy his soulful beats.

Satyricon

I got a movie out this evening by an Italian director named ‘Fellini’ set in ancient Rome. It is hard to explain exactly what the plot is about. I can tell you that it involves two beautiful young men competing for the same lover (who is also a pretty young boy). I can also tell you that it is both confusing/hilarious/erotic and above all else – visually gratifying. I am a sucker for the costumes/makeup/styling and sexy greased up young men in skimpy togas that this movie so blatantly gloats. Here, have some screen shots!

a little boy at Trimalchio’s party

Trimalchio's Party

The Lovers

Intimacy

Pretty Boy

Giltion and his strange hand movements